Hello sir, I am 22 yrs old. I am very caring and in fact over understanding type. I hardly ever care for myself but I care for others to whom I become close. I had been involved with a boy of my age. We were first friends for 3 yrs then when I proposed him he said that he is just very good friend and nothing else. Then after some months he proposed me back. I accepted him. From very first day he discussed with me sexual things in chat. I first denied thinking that it’s wrong. Then thought we are now close so it’s no problem. At that time I couldn’t realise that he had come back to me just for this. Then after few days he said he wants to have sex with me. I denied strongly. We had a fight, then he tried to convince me in different ways and I got convinced. He came to my house when no one was there and said me to wear a dress which he liked, then asked me to have sex. We never had intercourse but had sex two times. Then one day he didn’t pick up my call and I shouted saying that you are playing with me. He got angry and broke up with me. I pleaded and said sorry. Still he didn’t listened. He said I can’t live with you lifelong. I’m emotionally attached with him. I still can’t forget him and when I really miss him, I remember the moments that we have spent. I sometimes fantasize sex with him too. Tell me what I should do. I sometimes feel that I am too irritating and bad, will never get a boyfriend in my life.